Day 4 and nothing

Today has started off ok. I find myself having to take a nap after Josh goes to work. I don't know if that's because I am up so many times during the night or what. But after I layed down for a little bit I went for a walk and I made it 3 times around the track I thought that was pretty good seeing the past couple of times I could only do it once. I would have waited for Josh but this weather has been so crappy and you never know what it will be like when he gets out of work. We have been having so much rain but it seems like its really not cooling off that much.
So I have doctors tomorrow and I hope they tell me something besides "there has been no changes. SORRY!!!" I can't believe that I am due in 2 days and I have nothing going on. I have been having cramps for the past couple of days and I have had a stomach ache also. But besides that nothing really. But I guess we will see what they have to say and go from there.
I feel so bad that this weekend is the one weekend that Josh doesn't play softball and this will be the weekend that I will NOT go into labor. We both really don't want to have him on the 3rd or the 4th because that is taking away from him when it comes to his birthdays. Josh's friend Shawn has a party for the 4th at his house and everyone that I would have come to his birthday would be going to that. So...... But if it happens then it happens we will be just so happy that he is finally here.
But if there is nothing going on when I go to the doctors tomorrow then they are going to induce me Thurs or Friday of the following week. And that just happens to be the regionals for softball. He really needs to be there. I know it's not my fault I still wish that I could move nature along if you know what I mean. I feel that I really haven't done anything for him though this at least he could go and do the one thing that he likes to do. God I feel bad.
But he is so funny and cute. He is like a little kid just waiting for this special gift to get here. He is so sweet and he told me not to worry about anything and when it happens then it does.
Until tomorrow!!!!

Only day 2

So today is only day 2 of being out of work until this little guy wants to come out and see the world. And I was reading Kari's web sit and I figured that I would add to ours that Josh has started. Josh always thinks of things to start to keep everyone in the loop. What a great guy.
I can say when you get to the very end meaning I have 5 days to my due date which it looks like I am going to go over. I am do Sat July 2 for those who don't know that. It seems that time slows down and it really sucks to go to the doctors and the only thing they have to say to you is he is really low and ready to go but your not dilating. Great just what I wanted to hear. I feel that my body is ready to go! Doesn't that mean anything. Josh has been great for the past couple of weeks when he knows that I have been disappointed to hear the doctor tell me nothing is going on the baby is great but he is just not ready to come out. I know that I can be a pain and I think anyone that is pregnant can be. He really has been great with everything and makes sure that I am doing good or asks how I am feeling and even doing things that he doesn't want to do. I married a great guy.
I know he is really looking forward to the day that his son is finally here. He is so proud that he is going to have a son. He can't wait until he can play tee ball and hold that golf cub for the first time or kick that soccer ball around the back yard. I think he can't wait until he can be a kid again. He is going to have so much fun.
So that's all I have for today we will see what tomorrow will bring. I hope that I feel better so I can get some things done.

Michele as of April 21, 2005 (2 months to go)

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